My emotions are slowly creeping back in, I've just been k...

My emotions are slowly creeping back in, I've just been kind of numb and in shock I think. I experienced a new SA trauma yesterday. I wont be reporting it because last time the police told me "we've identified him, we can't do anything unless he does it again to somebody else in this state." Fucking useless. I know this is going to mess me up bad. it's also going to give my one alter who sends me into flashbacks more fuel because I don't remember much. But like in the past, there's already one phase he said that haunts me. I'm probably going to relapse in SH and possibly even my ED I had recovered from. Life... it really sucks sometimes.