Living Through My Friend: Coping with Disability

Sorry that was alot disnt mean to just like even on here

I am having such a hard time with work I have pandas and got just about all the damn symptoms. Torrents, epilepsy, mood disorder. I also have autism ,adhd and arthritis. All of this causes severe depression and anxiety. And I have a fmla for work but I dont get the paid leave because I'm part time it just excuses my absences but they never schedule me anymore I get maybe one day a week and if I have a seizure that day I just get no money. And getting disability in the us is extremely hard. And I would have to battle for it I am just not able to do all of that. So here comes the frustration I have a fmla for pandas but they only think I have seizures because most of the time my meds take care of the tourette's and mood disorder I have told them otherwise and i dont think they believe me but sometimes my mood crashes before work and that causes anxiety to rise and so does my tourette's so I have to call out of work and I have tryed telling them that I am having a episode with my mood disorder and tourette's but they always respond with a sarcastic voice and that makes the situation 10 times worse. So almost every time I just tell them I had a seizure to avoid extra stress of their ignorance. Am I an asshole for this. I kinda feel like I'm lying but at the same time if I dont people will talk shit behind my back. Also yes I'm looking for a different job but it's not going great. They see disability and are less likely to hire me whether its against the law or not. Wich brings me to another problem I feel like I'm gonna get fired because of how often I call out, yes it's illegal to discriminate but in florida they do not need to give a reason to fire me they can just tell me it didnt work out and if I try to sue I basically have no case.

But I do understand what you mean Arnbjo,

No, to me that would cause one to become depress and oppressed. This is how I look @ life and situation, my life hasn't stopped, it's slowed down yes but hasn't stopped, as long as I'm able to do, I will do!!!!!!!! Maybe slower than before but as long as I'm moving.. I will live and not through others, this is my mindset