Feeling Guilty for Not Remembering My Childhood Trauma

I feel guilty for not remembering what happened. I had no idea what happened until we started therapy. I had no idea. I still have no memory of anything that happened, as well as most of my childhood. I feel guilty that there are other individuals in my brain who have to hold those memories so that I’m cut off from it. I feel guilty that my brain decided that I needed to be blissfully unaware of it. I know it isn’t my fault, my brain did what it needed to do to survive, but I still feel guilty.