Roise

136d

I have severe anxiety. So severe my own psychiatrist said she hadn’t seen anything as high as my anxiety. (Took the PAI) my anxiety and autism unfortunately don’t go hand in hand. Usually when I get an anxiety attack it turns Into a meltdown because my brain can’t process all of the emotions with it. Recently I had this big spider crawl across my bed and it scared me. I have an irrational fear of bugs. I’m not scared of spiders unless they are big and this one definitely was. I was sobbing because I couldn’t get back into my room and my mom did what she usually does and tell me to get over it and grow up. I love her but sometimes she makes it worse. I wish I could get over it I wish my anxiety would just go away. It seems I’m always consumed by this cloud of fear that I can’t escape from. I want to not be afraid for a change.

Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD)

Anxiety (Including GAD)

Chronic Memory Loss

Acute Anxiety

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  • Roise

    136d

    I forgot to add she threatened to admit me into a hospital because of my meltdown. I told her this is normal but she didn’t believe me.

    • Angelica98

      136d

      hey Roise! Sorry to hear about what’s going on with your psychiatrist! Are you able to seek a different one?

      • Roise

        136d

        sorry for the confusion but I was actually referring to my mom in that comment. My psychiatrist is a sweet woman haha

  • Duckyqueen123

    136d

    That's so sad did the spider finally leave? Are you okay? I hope you have a better night.☺️❤️

    • Roise

      136d

      haha thankfully it went into my brothers room and he k/lled it. Thank you and I hope you have a good night!

      • Duckyqueen123

        136d

        thank you ☺️

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