beautifulDisasterxo

16d

well I started a new job and absolutely HATED it ...it is so unorganized, unprofessional place to work ! so I called them and thanked them for the opportunity and told them it just wasn't right for me. and now I feel like the BIGGEST piece of crap... I am completely beating myself up... I have been filling out apps for the past 3 hours ..I still have my house keeping job but that most definitely doesn't pay the bills ! now I'm sitting here thinking I can never do anything right and should have just stuck it out.

Anxiety (Including GAD)

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

Depression

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  • health1

    16d

    I feel like you made the right move if you are at a job that is like that it normally doesn't last long anyways keep looking something will come along. I had a work from home job and the training was absolutely terrible an organized very unprofessional and dysfunctional I stuck it through the training. That I quit I was very happy I did however I'm still looking for my dream job but I'm glad I didn't stay where I was

    • beautifulDisasterxo

      16d

      thank you. But I feel pretty crappy about my decision I feel like a low life piece of crap ! It's hard to hold down a job with mental illness and medical issues let alone a unprofessional unorganized work place ! But I am so tight on money now I'm just beating myself down more and more !

  • tnkrysten

    16d

    I have a hard time staying gainfully employed. I beat myself up every time I lose a job because I know how difficult it is to stay positive looking for work. I'm here if you need to vent.

    • beautifulDisasterxo

      16d

      I do the same thing as well. It really really sucks and it's so hard !

  • DariaFae

    16d

    Hey if you were nice enough about it you might always be able to still ask if you can take it back. It sucks and I know my anxiety would go through the roof but I have done it before.

    • beautifulDisasterxo

      16d

      I mean I thought I was pretty nice ! I explained everything and why I felt the way I did. But I'm not sure I want to work for a company like that.

      • DariaFae

        15d

        it was just a thought. It's not completely lost until you find something else .... maybe 💕 good luck

  • Cutieshorty

    15d

    I’m currently working in the most toxic workplace. Didn’t do good for my mental health. I applied for another job. Still working till hopefully that new job would hire me

    • DariaFae

      15d

      yes in the same predicament myself. I put in my 2 weeks then after talking with the uppers they are giving me everything I want. Moving me to a different store. Different hours of my choosing and better part than the others lol.... I'm finally getting the love I deserve

  • Satans_lil_devil

    15d

    Not all jobs are the right fit for everyone. You'll find something for you you'll actually like and if not it's a stepping stool to your carrer

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