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little_boo

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my depression is approaching a level of rock bottom i haven’t seen before. i don’t know why but i feel like my mental health right now is the worst it’s ever been. i feel so out of control of everything and it’s starting to effect my school and work. it’s so hard to get out of bed and anytime i’m not home i just want to cry. this emotional pain is the worst i’ve ever felt, and it just sits in my chest all day. very few things even make me smile and i’ve almost relapsed from years of being clean from self harm. i have no friends to talk to and i worry about my family being sad about me, so i can’t talk to them about it either. i’m dating someone but lately it seems like he’s just annoyed anytime i try to talk to him about how i’m feeling. i cant afford my medications or therapy right now, so i don’t know what i can do to help myself. i feel like i’m in a downward spiral to my demise and i don’t know how to stop it or at least slow it down so i’m not hurting so much every second of every day.

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    • UserError

      760d

      My heart hurts for you reading this. It’s a hard place to be in and it seems like there’s no escape. But even the darkest nights end. I promise :) I’m happy to be a sounding board and friend. Feel free to reach out

    • DinoeSore

      759d

      I know exactly how it feels when you’re unable to get professional help, especially with financial problems. Makes us feel even more useless. At least for me. The urge of wanting to SH is definitely stronger when we’re at our weakest… but please. Just hold on a little more, I believe you got this. Try to write down and jot emotional scribbles onto a paper, it helps a lot, or just going to scream/cry in a pillow helps temporarily, but better than nothing. I’m here for you, just a stranger on the internet, that knows exactly how you feel. Hugs

    • KikiKiss

      759d

      Hey I was here where you are a few months back I literally called my parents bawling my eyes out and you know what it was scary but calling them had them coming to my place and picking me up and we talked for hours, I actually spent the night so I didn't have an urge to do anything I couldn't take back. I know the pain feels like it is burying you and you will never dig yourself back out but I swear to you or is not the case, reach out to those parents of yours yes they'll be sad and hurt but it's because they see there child hurting and no loving parent wants to see that so they will help you anyway they can.

    • kermitdiefrog

      760d

      i'm sorry you're feeling this way, i really do understand you. please reach out! i can be a friend if that's what you need<3 take care of yourself. you're an amazing and important person. you always will be.

    • UserError

      760d

      My heart hurts for you reading this. It’s a hard place to be in and it seems like there’s no escape. But even the darkest nights end. I promise :) I’m happy to be a sounding board and friend. Feel free to reach out

    • Jasper97

      760d

      I'm so sorry you're struggling. I know what it's like to be in that place where you feel like you're never going to be able to pull yourself out from. But you don't have to do it alone, and trust me there are many hands willing to reach down and help pull you back up. Speaking up is a huge first step a lot of people are scared to take so that's HUGE. If you need a friend to talk to that will listen and not judge you, I'm always available. If you ever do reach out, hi it's nice to meet you in advance. 😊

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