Struggling with Chronic Depression and Suicidal Thoughts

I've been dealing with this as of recently, don't have anyone to really talk with about my mental issues other than my girlfriend. I don't really have any friends especially since my ex best friend just doesn't talk to me anymore for god knows what reason and it makes me feel like I'm not worth anyone's time and like I should just die alone or something. I'm lucky to have a support system but something else that usually helps is finding new things to obsess over, it's not a permanent fix but watching a really good show or researching obscure but cool items makes me happy for a time I guess. If you need anyone to talk with I'm open I hope you feel better soon

Hey! Just got this app today. Maybe not in the exact place as you, but I’ve been going through depressive episodes as well and having suicidal thoughts for the past several weeks. Same situation, I don’t want to end my life, but dealing with the pain is exhausting. I’ve been doing a little yoga and I’ve been doing more art projects, something I enjoy doing which helps me actually feel motivated. Ngl the pain is real and it sucks, but it’s really nice to find people going through the same thing as me. Thanks for being brave to share and I hope you feel better!

ONE DAY YOU WILL TELL YOUR STORY OF HOW YOU OVERCAME WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH, AND IT WILL BE SOMEONE ELSE’S SURVIVAL GUIDE.

hey, been in the same rut as you and i’m really not sure if i’ll ever dig my way out of it. one of the only things that’s kept me grounded is doing something i’m passionate about, or learning new things on topics that interest me. while we’re not the same person and i’m sure we both find joy in different things but those were some things that personally helped me and maybe they could help you. not the best at giving advices or anything but if you ever need someone to talk to at any time i’m here for you.