Struggling to Find Someone Who's Out of My League

@SecondChance well thank you, that makes me feel a whole lot better actually in getting back into the dating world eventually and not settling into a toxic relationship with my ex because I think he's the only one who'll have me. 😅

@Rahja oh wow that's really good that you got a diagnosis and can work towards a better future and allowing yourself to feel things for regular people :) I understand what you mean about celebrities and stuff though. Even as old as I'am, I still fall into those types of crushes. I think everyone is attracted to those people to some extent.

@IAmTired247 that's amazing! :) I'm happy to hear it

@SecondChance define independent 😅 cause I can hold myself down and hold a house down, take care of a man and keep a place looking pristine as well as myself. But I have problems holding jobs down due to my depression and other mental health issues.

@SecondChance Oh wow! At least you got th chance 😅 what I consider out of my league isn't even that. I went to physical therapy today and the therapist I have is exactly one of my types to a t and he's just an ordinary guy in my small town, just working a job anyone can really. But yet he's so handsome and therefore I consider people like that out of my league because I'm just so average and have nothing going for me. 😓 And I'm a mess of trauma and issues. What handsome, successful man would want that? I see the things these same men say all the time on social media about people like me and it's not good.