Health concerns and family difficulties

I’ve been going through it lately and it all boiled down to several panic attacks in a row last night that felt like I was having a psychotic break and I was close to asking to be checked in to grippy sock jail. I have been concerned of cancer for a while. I had one doctor tell me that my inflammation levels were way too high and they wanted to run scans to check for cancers, but the insurance kept denying them. My diabetes has never acted normal so I’ve been concerned it was pancreatic cancer, which is the scary one - very slim chance of survival. I’ve been having diarrhea and stomach issues for over 2 months now and a different doctor ordered different scans, ultrasounds. I told her my cancer concerns. So I did those and they couldn’t see my pancreas. But they marked that my liver was enlarged, which there are a lot of scary reasons for why that could be, including cancer and cirrhosis. I looked at the ultrasound images and it looked like I had some sort of tumor or mass. I have scheduled a follow up with my doctor today to discuss my results and next steps but I’ve just been freaking out. I also have family difficulties going on and have had to step up and be responsible for everyone and I feel like I’m drowning.