Struggling with Mental Health and Abuse

Please text the words BRAVE to the crisis line at 741741 . You could also call the suicide hotline. I am sorry you're going through a hard time and that no one can help you the way you feel you need- i am sure they mean it when they say sorry but they may not he able to truly help you the way you can . Depending on your age , maybe you need to get child protective services called so they can help your mom and remove you from the home if thats what you truly need. You can also find a thearpist if you have insurace. There are resources and there is help that can help improve your way of thinking/mental health. Please fight to get better!

I can only be honest and that being said I can only relate on a few levels here. One being the abusive parent (s) and the other being the feeling of crawling in my own skin. I highly recommend you don't give up on the moving situation, if people keep saying no, keep asking, keep trying. Getting away from situations you know are toxic are going to be key. (If only I could tell my younger self that too.) Secondly, when I feel myself wanting to break out of my own skin, I fucking take a breath, and take it day by day, minute by minute if I have to.

I wish there was more I could do to help but I just wanted to let you know that the feeling of flesh ripping with your teeth and stuff is something I've also experienced in severe manic episodes. Never craving of my own flesh but of others. I had success chewing on wax to calm this. You can get candy wax bottles or wax lips. You could even try gum if you need to. I just need you to hold it deep inside when I tell you whatever you're struggling with WILL get better I promise. My inbox is open to you if you need to talk.