Struggling with Chronic Illness and Mental Health

hello, my name is Angela. i have several chronic illness. i have debilitating anxiety and depression. i have a real fear of work. i actually get panic attacks about work. i couldnt work for two years because of it. i was on so many different anti depressants for 8 years and i slowly lost my ability to work till i was just comotose so i got off pills and tried counseling which its working a little but still cant handle a lot of stress or responsibility.. i have had a really tough life but i was always strong and didnt phase me for like first two and a half decades of my life even tho i kept having trauma happen to me i just kept pushing forward. but now any name that im called hurts me and i have so many triggers ive never had any angry bone in my body and now i have to check myself when get angry. i really need help diagnosing what the real problem is and get so deep but my counselor taking years and hasnt even scratched the surface