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The urge of wanting to do something bad to yourself that will hurt but you don't want it to hurt... But you want to feel the pain it will cause. I think I feel like this because I don't like my body that my mind is traped in. So i want it to change it back to the way it was... but i don't remember what it was, so i just want to do something to get out of it. The shape, the size, the outline, the weight, non of it seems right to me. It feels like I accidentally went to the wrong body... I hate it. I want it to end. I want the feelings of chopping parts of my body off gone. but at the same time. I want to see blood on me. all over me. my blood. I wanna see chunks of my skin mixed with blood in my hands. I wanna see blood coming out of my nose, i wanna cry blood. but when I was throwing/coughing up blood a couple weeks ago, I was tariffed. I was scared that that was happening. but when I saw the blood in the bucket... I was happy / I laughed at it. made jokes. when I was throwing/coughing up, it hurn. but it was a good type of hurt...... I want to say more but I don't know if I can
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