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(Tw:dismemberment, gore, & self harm)I’m not sure we’re this belongs but I have a serious obsession with blood, gore, disfigurement, & body horror. I very badly want to see myself cut open, intestines hanging out, dismembered limbs, gaping holes, or anything you could imagine: I want to see it happen to my body. I want to feel the pain but I don’t want it to hurt. I want to be bleeding to the point where I pass out. I want to be put in a hospital with bandages covering my body. I want to slice the skin off of my body. I want blood to pour from my mouth and nose. I want maggots to burrow in my skin and eat from the outside. I want needles to prince through the other side of my skin. I could go on and on and on about all the things I want to happen to me. But idk I just really want to be covered in my own blood and stuff. Also idk if I should put it here but I do self harm and it’s mostly because I like to see myself bleed. But I may also.. paint with it. Yes I have paint in reach but I just find blood to be better I love the look of it and how I know it came from me. And no the blood thing is not related to me feeling like i deserve it. Idk I just really love seeing myself bleed. is this normal? Is there a reason I feel like this? How should I tell people?
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I know exactly where you’re coming from, you shouldn’t ever be ashamed for having these feelings. With disorders like depression, severely violent self harm ideations are normal. But that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t talk to someone about it, i truly hope you’re doing well
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Honestly this was why I self harmed for awhile too. *trigger warning* One time I was cutting myself with a blade and it cut about half an inch deep on accident but Holy shit i was amazed at how it looked. I was bleeding alot and started to feel a little light headed but I managed to stop the bleeding and I was okay in the end
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@Call_Me_Liv I've done that like 4 times-
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I've felt like this for years and it still interest me. I never truly understood it, but I don't think anyone really will.
I understand exactly how you feel and often have these thoughts too and im so sorry you shouldn't have to feel like this
Speak with a psychiatrist. They will understand and know how to help.
@Slater I know how it feels I often imagine myself dying I'm verious ways .
@Slater I should’ve said **can be** normal. Not in all cases, but in some it can be common.
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