Contemplating Mortality: When is it Too Much?

I believe it becomes an issue when you start thinking about really wanting to die. It’s very serious when you start making an elaborate plan. I’m trying to pull myself out of this struggle… it’s been really difficult.

I have a full plan for how to end it if im terminally ill. I spent 6 months on it. It involves bears, tranq guns, a live audience, and broken hearts. In other words, i think its natural for anyone to ponder the end. I wouldnt call it a problem unless youre actively planning to end it all.

Oh man I get stuck thinking the same sometimes and obsess but gradually goes away