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lily234

987d

I'm really having a hard time right now. I feel like life is perpetually bad and not worth living. I feel like the only relief can come from dying. I don't understand why I shouldn't be able to make the choice not to live anymore if that's really what I want

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    • BenevolentErudite

      983d

      I feel similarly.

    • BenevolentErudite

      983d

      I feel similarly.

    • MamaP23

      983d

      Types of thoughts*

    • MamaP23

      983d

      Sending love your way! I've had those types of times many times before. The only relief I had was knowing that most things do pass. The things that were super hard and seemed never end really did have a light at the end of the tunnel. Also, and this probably sounds dumb, but I think of all the things that I would miss out on if I weren't here - all the great music I'd never hear, all the amazing movies I'd never see, all the jokes I wouldn't get to laugh at. All the things that bring me joy on a daily basis. The thought of not having those little things anymore was horrible to me. Hoping things get better, please consider reaching out to someone that you trust to talk to.

    • gremlin

      987d

      I understand how you feel, I feel the exact same way. I'm sorry that I can't give you an answer to this, as I'm still searching for my own. But good luck.

    • Goldnz4Me

      987d

      Lily234, sometimes when your thoughts are so loud, having someone right there with you ( I'm talking about a professional ) who can help you sort out your thoughts and feelings and help you understand what's going on will make a world of difference. I have been there before ,and reached out and found that by talking to a really good therapist ,we were able to find what were some things that I could use to cope when those feelings came up. Frankly, this isn't a " one and done" ...mental health DOES NOT work like that... Hope you get the help you need 🙏 ❤.

    • Andii

      987d

      I'm not suicidal. I just have dark thoughts, and in general my thoughts are loud.

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