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Sunnirie

706d

Does anyone else just have no desire to be alive and please don’t think I’m gonna hurt myself I just hate being alive I hate going to work and living a life that’s unfulfilling to how I want to but I’m only 19 and Ik that to live how I wanna live it’s gonna take a lot of hard work which makes it worse because I don’t have any motivation to work hard and my dreams aren’t crazy I’d love to live in a little beach down in Hawaii in a beach house and grow fruits and veggies and ultimately only use my phone for emergency purposes and connect back to myself and just live and that’s all I can think about to get me through sometimes is the life I could have eventually and I’m just tired I’m not gonna hurt myself but I really wouldn’t care if something else did

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    • Porcelain

      706d

      I used to think if I didn't exist I would rather that but when I started to think about being in a secluded tiny house like minimalist people so, with just what I need and no one bothering me that sounded more appealing. No one wants to talk about how emotionally exhausting it is to live so yes, I would say no motivation is absolutely normal among those like us.

    • poodlelover28

      705d

      I feel that sometimes. Life can be so much especially when our dreams are so close yet so far away from us. I'm 23 and still trying to figure things out. I often get tired of life but I hang in there for my fiancée and my pets mostly. Sometimes my mom because even though we don't get along well, I know she'd be devastated if I ever did anything.

    • livvie361

      706d

      This sounds so cheesy, but you're young! You can make changes to your life. I definitely understand the not wanting to die, so much as a lack of desire to live. Start doing little things for yourself to reward yourself for making it for certain "check points" in your life.

    • Porcelain

      706d

      I used to think if I didn't exist I would rather that but when I started to think about being in a secluded tiny house like minimalist people so, with just what I need and no one bothering me that sounded more appealing. No one wants to talk about how emotionally exhausting it is to live so yes, I would say no motivation is absolutely normal among those like us.

    • Honeybeela

      706d

      This is suicide ideation. I have it too. I just wish I would cease to exist and sometimes wish I won't wake up after going to sleep. I often feel like I want to hide under a rock for the rest of my life and fade away. Depression has killed my love for life. But I don't want to hurt myself and I don't want to experience what it is like to die, I just don't want to be alive. I think a lot of people with depression feel this way sadly because we can't find a lot of joy in our lives and whatever joy we do find, fades away. I just want to enjoy the things I once did and actually care about life.

      • Sunnirie

        705d

        @Honeybeela exactly how I feel you’re not alone Ik depression can make you feel that way but you aren’t and your always free to message

    • Miska

      706d

      I can relate to that....I don't want to die, but I am just so tired of living 😥

    • madgal

      706d

      Nihilism in and of itself. I want to make a coop in the future where ppl can come and go as they please as long as they provide for the land and the ppl around them. Self reliant with a sense of community.

    • seirra101

      706d

      I have the same feel I found out through with my depression and anxiety he make it hard for you to enjoy the thing you use to love to do its not easy I dred going to work but I push through it but its good sometimes to find that peace and relax

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