Feeling Tired of Being Alive

I'm just so tired. I don't where less to say this. I'm just *so* tired of being alive. I'm not suicidal, I don't want to die. I want to he alive and experience life and enjoying being alive. But right now, I don't enjoy being alive. I don't want to be dead, I just don't want to be feeling how I'm feeling right now, and I have no idea how to stop feeling this way. Not opposed to advice, but from experience of being in this spot before, I'm aware that I just might not be in a place to absorb or implement advice, no matter how helpful it would actually be. I'm not even sure why I'm posting this or what I want to get out of it. Maybe I just needed to vent. idk. I'm just really tired and having a hard time coping. Thanks for reading.