Struggling with Substance Abuse: Need Help!

I prefer it to control my muscle spasms over anything else I've been introduced to so far but I have to have something to control my spasms they can get really bad

5 years 420 only and just recently medication for anxiety and depression. I got myself down to a hitter on a good day. It's my preference for pieces. A bigger piece like the one I was smoking last night helps me stay in bed longer. I noticed a puff or two really helps me. I am eating and less anxious. It's difficult when I'm sober because I'm more cranky.

I do not recommend doing it my way but let's just say when I was younger I had a lot of fun and didn't realize it was a problem until I became a dad so personally for me that was all the motivation I needed to quit but now due to some of my issues cannabis is something that I do not abuse but it's something I need to control the functions of my body and there are free programs out there if you're struggling with addictions the only one that I know of is called ru recovery that may or may not be something for you but I'm sure if you look into things there should be programs that are free that's the only one that I know off the top of my head it may not be available in your area and if you do not succeed at first try again and try again and try again and never stop and things will change

i quit smoking weed because it was really bad for my bipolar, but not intentionally. i was forced into a psychward during a manic episode and had to go cold turkey for 3 weeks. when i got out the first thing i did was reach for my pen. i had a huge paranoid panic attack bc my tolerance had basically reset back to zero, and i haven’t touched it since.