Struggling with Alcoholism and Depression for 10 Years

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You could try involving your partner in it? Only drink on certain days, maybe on weekends, with your partner. That way, you'll cut out a lot of the times when you're drinking, you'll have something to look forward to and you'll be spending time with your partner, which is good, you'll be saving lots of money, and maybe just go to an AA meeting. I currently struggle with addiction to meth and I smoke cigarettes waaaay to much and I know it's killing my lungs and me. My relationship with my gf has suffered greatly due to this. We're so distant now and I can't seem to stop. She hasn't left me but she's not really with me, so to speak. It's complicated and I know it's because of my addiction. I don't spend as much time with her as I used to, it's hard to talk to her sometimes, and I don't pay as much attention to her as I used to. I'm a f****** wreck. What I'm trying to say is don't let an addiction get in-between your partner and you. That is much too important for you and them. My advice? Only drink on the weekends and try involving your partner with you and also attend an AA meeting or 2. Being around other alcoholics and hearing their stories may help you

Trust me i feel the same way...and i live in a state that weed is illegal......but i love my bong and i was always told find that one thing that you love to do, and do it to the best of your ability lol....we just havent found our thing thats acceptable to everyone but that dont mean we have to quit( talkin bout the ganja lol) but that alcohol is straight poison and i dont get how thats legal and weed isnt