Struggling with PTSD and Bipolar Disorder

Not sure where this belongs. But I am wondering about peoples experiences with these particular conditions. Been having an extremely terrible flare of my PTSD, coming borderline manic, barely sleep despite plenty of sleep meds. No recreational drugs or alcohol. But ha e recently been taking A LOT AOD clonazepam. A lot. I've missed appta and work.a d I feel like I mosses therapy. I’m also I'm not sure I did as a have very vague memories id eating McDonald's with her in her office and her eating my fries. I think that is. I THINK that is real. Imma text her tmro.but I'm behind on my progress bc I literally just can't function. I want to be at work. A d can get SOME work done, but not much that requires actual brain work. Between the extreme panic attacks/flashing flashbacks, oveeheml, overestimation. I have embarrassed myself at work, only with one coworker I'm close to, but still too many!) I don't know what to do. How to deal with the anxiety? And the PTSD attacks. While also being bat sh bipolar. N S va ince I've been “my -fatality overdoing/overdoing it” mom is wants to stay at my bkhsr.. Said they could make a absolutely anything bgfer. Just her yelling at me to anything in bad ,given you? Hdjife