Struggling with PCOS and Feeling Worthless

Sorry if I sound cliché. i personally don't remember ever having use this app. But here goes nothing. I am a 20 six-year-old female. Are you within the past three years. Your regular.s are nothing uncommon in my family. So I didn't think much of it when they were spotty or just a small one here and there or light here in there. My concern came when I stopped having them all together. I thought maybe I was pregnant and I took a test. The test Came back negative. It was at this point I started noticing excess facial hair and weight gain. So with my partner's support I went to Dr to find out what was wrong. I was diagnosed with pocs.. She gave me a hormonal medication that triggered my periods and said if this doesn't help.. That we could do more evasive hormonal therapy.. She also told me that I could try eating healthier and eating more foods with certain new transcendent that my help balance me out. I didn't want to do the hormonal medication if not needed. So I decided to try to eat healthier. It is not helping and my health is declined Further. I went back to the doctor and to my surprise. That's specific, OB-GYN did not work at that office any more. And I was told by the new one that if I didn't lose weight. She wasn't going to be able to help me.. I've tried and tried and it feels like Matter what I do I am useless. After all, a woman's body was physically designed with one function in mind. And that was to have children. And sometimes I feel like if I can't even do that what good am I. Sorry for the long post. I tried not to go into too much detail. I just wanted to share my story....