Struggling with finding peace

I feel like this a lot. My fiancé and I were actually talking about it last night. They were talking about Naomi Judd on the news and I started crying. To have family members who actually HEAR you and try their best to understand, and stick by you and your mental illness and your decision to end your life.....that would be amazing. My fiancé told me that if I get to the point where I'm sure it's what I want to do, and I've tried everything, that he'd support me and my decision to end my life. We're planning for a future, and I try to keep that in mind, but some days are just too hard. I don't understand why we live in a society that thinks ending your life is so wrong. If it means inner peace, calmness, and actual joy and happiness, shouldn't it be a good thing?

I relate to that in so many ways, it's hard to say that I know how to get past it, but I'm still learning as well. I do know that trying new things has helped me, I wish I could be of more help, but I know that you will get past this and teach me a couple of things haha, stay strong I believe in you!

I know you feel no one relates but we do. Stay strong. Hit me up if you need to chat or vent

This is a thought I wrestle with a lot. In a way evryone and Evryrhing is a selfish act. We’re in relationships bc we like how that person makes us feel. If you start looking at everything and evryone as selfish, (including yourslef) then it can help those blaming thoughts

Hi friend, please don’t think like that. I know you don’t feel like it right now, but life is worth living. If you need someone to talk to, you can message me.