hi. I've been dealing with multiple medical issues for 13 years now and these past 3.5 yrs my depression caused by lack of sufficient medical treatment has increased to the point that i am unmotivated, self loathing, and spend most of my day sleeping. I desperawant to come out of it but it's like my body and my mind are on opposing sides and I get nowhere and nothing done. I feel like my life is slipping through my fingers and I don't want to keep this going for another day let alone another 3 years. how do you overcome your low days? what about when everyday is a low day? SN: I am not working due to my health so no insurance for Dr visits or medication.