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TW RELAPSE I used to be extremely sick. very underweight. my ed was definitely partially triggered from watching my mom struggle with hers. when I got pregnant I put every ounce of my being into recovery. I really felt like I got there. intrusive thoughts stopped, I gained weight, was able to maintain a somewhat normal diet. well fast foreword 4 years. my youngest turns two in January. I hate my body. I can't stand it. ana is back and bad. I go days eating nothing. I feel like I have no control and it doesn't even feel valid because of being overweight(disclaimer: people who are overweight with eds are absolutely valid I just personally have trouble allowing myself to feel valid at this weight) honestly I dont even think I want recovery anymore.
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