Dealing with Intrusive Thoughts After Past Abuse

Your not alone in the at all. Sence I was sexualy asulted my intuitive thoughts are terrible. Just know you are not a bad person

The same for me. I love and care for children and don't EVER want those things to happen. I think the intrusive thoughts are the brains way of trying to understand what the abuser did. I can't wrap my mind around what my abuser saw in my 3 year old form. The fact that we do not want these things mean we are good hearted. We are healing.

I am so sorry that you're going through that! I can imagine what that's like... Maybe talk with your doc and see if theres a medication to help? Since my abuse stopped, the thought of sex makes me almost nauseous