Feeling Hopeless and Lost in Toxic Relationships

What I have learned is that you shouldn't be looking for an old you. She isn't there anymore. You need to find the new you. A stronger, smarter you who is surviving and learning to overcome everything that has been coming your way. The old you is gone but the new and better you is waiting for you to find her.

Hello, this is my first reply here, but I completely know where you're coming from! You aren't alone, and although you may feel trapped for now, it's important to be kind to yourself and going out of your way to experience new things and explore those aspects of yourself which you've buried under the ashes of your previous toxic relationships. If you are looking for a "her," you should use that energy to find "you" again.

Once I went on medication it helped me tremendously! I stopped wanting to do the things I used to live and knew were good for me and would help me. You're most definetly not alone.