Frustration with Theme Park Accessibility

Long disorganized rant ahead: I just got back from a 4 day Disney/Orlando trip with my choir for competition and I am in so much pain from walking. All throughout Disney, despite having my cane I would want to sit every second but no one in my group cared (or at least failed) to notice when my limping got worse or if I was falling behind. When I finally got a wheelchair in Universal Studios (despite my internalized ableism telling me that I didn’t need it) I felt a loss of independence because I was relying on help and I wasn’t able to push myself because it would take “too long.” (Though I probably should have just stuck with it). I felt like a burden to everyone and eventually ditched the wheelchair after the ride because of that. Theme parks are shit with their disability access and only allow those with strollers or wheelchairs to get special seating, line jumps (I know I sound annoying but I cannot stand in line for 30 minutes). When a person from my group asked for a wheelchair, they were asked by one of the chaperones if “I could handle being without it for only 4 hours, it wasn’t that long.” I’m fucking furious that they even thought that. I was so angry and envious at everyone else in wheelchairs because they were either old or already had their own and they accepted it! They weren’t a burden to anyone. I’m 16 which granted me a bunch of stares (not like I don’t get stares because of my face) but it just felt horrible because I was jealous of people I knew I shouldn’t be jealous of. TLDR: Theme parks “accessibility” sucks ass and only care if you look disabled, which means wheelchairs and nothing else (sarcasm of course, i love all my wheelchair users here)