Feeling like a failure

Yes, we all can put unbelievable pressure on ourselves to be perfect. To be right. To be a successful person. That's normal. When That's the problem making list of small but meaningful things to do can help show you how well you are growing and learning to give yourself some space to make a few decisions where you are confident and assured. No one is perfect. You have value and worth. Set some small achievable goals and as you gain some self esteem your entire outlook can improve. You sound rather young, remember even the smartest, most efficient and accepted people didn't start off as geniuses. Try expanding your circle of friends and allow yourself to learn from everything you do. I think if you give yourself a chance to succeed OR fail, you'll begin to understand that life is not always easy. Keep trying. Don't be too quick to label yourself as inadequate.

Yes Definitely and it’s such a tough feeling with wanting to be positive and okay for others while you are slowly going back to that mindset🥺

Mistakes help us learn how not to do things...find another way and try again....insanity is when you do the same thing over and over again expecting different results.

Yes all the time...that would be the inner critic in us talking...not one single successful person in the world made no mistakes until they got it right....you are just in the until stage. https://www.lifehack.org/articles/productivity/15-highly-successful-people-who-failed-their-way-success.html You shouldn't believe everything you think-Robert Fulghum Would you talk to your friend like that if she was going through what you are? Correct yourself when negative voices are tearing you down. For every negative thing replace it with two positives. Ie. You're "wasted space". Well, no you're not...people who murder people or mentally abuse other people are...you are a good person...you are just surrounded by the wrong crowd...change the channel...join a local group or class of something you always enjoy doing...don't like the way someone speaks to you. Tell them you don't have to listen to them and walk away...