Why is it that my friends and Family don't seem to understand my extreme fear of going outdoors, I always get oh you'll be ok you'll be with me, surely they must realise it doesn't work that way, I went to have a blood test a couple of weeks ago, my mum took me in the car and I was shaking, I couldn't breath, my head was swirling, my legs were like jelly and my stomach was in knots by the time I got home I just wanted to go to bed and sleep