Embarrassed and Triggered: My Experience at Universal Knights

This is so relatable to me. I went to the fair with my friend and I got on and the safety bars kept unlatching on the seat so he made me get off and I had to leave with everyone staring at me and stand and wait for my friend to finish the ride. I wanted to just run away. I have an awful habit of depriving myself of food because if I'm not hungry in my mind it means I'm gaining or staying at the same weight. And I feel an awful sense of guilt after eating, it doesn't even matter if it's veggies

I can relate so much. My husband's family and I all went to a theme park. They all begged me to go on a roller coaster because I had never been on one. It was such a big deal. I gave in and they wanted that to be the very first ride we went on. We waited in line forever just to have them boot me off for being too fat. An entire crowd watched as I walked away from the ride. I bawled my eyes out while I waited for my family at the bottom. I didn't ride anything the rest of the day. Such a miserable day. It's a horrible feeling that sticks with you. I'm sorry that happened to you, but you're not alone. Its easy to blame ourselves but the fact is, park rides (and so many other things) are just not size inclusive. Some people might be able to lose weight but we shouldn't have to just to have a fun day with friends/family. There should be more options for more people. But what can ya do 😥

I understand, something really similar happened to me. I decided to start going back to the gym. I havent had the moneyto go but doing small workouts at home