Feeling Unloved and Disconnected

I definitely understand this. I always am giving with love but I don't seem to be receiving love back and it really hurts. Plus when you don't get to see someone you love a lot and they get mad and then don't talk to you super hurts.

I have the same dillema. Trauma from past relationships can really impact your future ones. I don't know for how long, but I've been trying to keep an open mind. Hope that you find someone who loves you for you, and not some flakers. Sometimes love intensity can change over time too. I've noticed mine faded over time but very slowly. My last relationship, I was nothing but loving and giving for four years and I feel like he didn't really reciprocate the feelings in the same way. It's a bit hard to explain. Hopefully this helps. 😥