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does anyone feel as though you are multiple people arguing in your head? Not literally but you feel like you're combating multiple entire moral systems. Like one says "you should sleep with your coworker he's cute" or "Frick it let's do -insert reckless behavior here-" and says "men ain't shiz" when thinking about my fiance "i could just lift my arm and it would touch the oven and leave a burn" and the rest of me looks at that like it's insanity. But it still wins the argument a LOT. I've managed to stop my cheating all together since I met my fiance but I hadn't been so successful in prior relationships however I find that mentality manifesting more in other thinks like drugs and alcohol and self harm. whereas destroying relationships was my main source prior. another one in my head is my anxiety and depression condensed into one mess of a voice that is practically screaming or sobbing with every thought. Then there the rest logical side of me that I tend to default as "me" because I feel the least shame over this one
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Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)
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Yes. I feel that way all the time. It's like I have so many different things on my mind and I can't control it.. I have tried and I can't..
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Yes I do this a lot and can’t understand why. I’d like to seek help but have no money.
I actually find this so often andi hate it and then I look on the mirror and I’m like am I crazy 🧍🏽♀️💀
I always feel like I have the good side of me and the bad side of me in my head! They always fight back and forth and just ahhh!! My huge issues are emotional eating/eating disorder and being destructive of my own personal self and others around me. The good me always tells me how to behave and read my Bible and pray and all that good stuff. The bad side tells me to F all these other peoples feeling and do whatever the hell I want and I am generally just very blunt and rude when this side takes center stage. Half the time I am battling myself in my own head and change hourly/daily on who I am and how I react to things. So sadly my husband (16yrs) and loved ones around me walk on eggshells around me. I try to explain myself to them, as I don’t want them to feel this way…yet a lot of people really just don’t understand. Which is okay! As half the time I don’t understand myself and why I have to be so reactive and negative…so I am working hardcore on changing that so I can I guess just have the empty feeling and live comfortably with myself and others.
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