Confused about my identity and experiences

Well I can't speak on behalf of everyone with DID but for me at least, I notice that my short term memory isn't typically effected by the amnesia factor. I feel as though I'm dreaming almost, where I COULD influence things if I tried but I'm too lost in the feeling of letting something else take over for a bit so I don't have to think about it. And I'll sort of drift in and out of this state, where I feel I could change things and where I just don't realize what's going on. However, Ive noticed a lot more lately that during these episodes its my long term memory that suffers the amnesia. In the moment I'll feel as though I won't forget anything, but the next day I'll be entirely unable to tell you what I did after work or even who was in control, way beyond the point of simple forgetfulness. All of which only happens for me if someone else is the one in control. I also experience the whole 'more than one internal voice's thing where I'll hear two or more alters in the background arguing or an alter reminding me of something etc. If you're not sure it's full DID though it's possible you're looking more at a form of OSDD, or another dissociative/derealization disorder. I'd encourage you to find a therapist you can go to regularly, as if it is DID it's a trauma-based disorder and you may want that extra support in the future. Feel free to message me though with any other questions you may have about symptoms or anything though and Ill try my best to answer. 👍