Struggling with Gender Identity in a Trans-Masc Body

i'm the host and i'm a trans guy in an afab body. most of our alters are male or masculine presenting, but of course we do still have female and feminine presenting alters. one, Vick, really likes to do more excessive eyeliner than I'm used to and pull out my old crop tops (pre transition, i tried to hyperfeminize myself). I let her, we look good, but I do set boundaries as once she leaves, I'm fronting, and I dont want to be left dealing with dysphoria. though im still gender non conforming so it's normal to have painted nails and makeup

We can't 100% relate to this, but the body is AFAB and all of the frequent fronters except the host (me) are male/masculine. One of them, Foster, is genderfluid and sometimes feels feminine. Considering I am non-binary and everyone else is male, there's not a lot of ways to express those feminine feelings. While he does have a physically female body to work with, when he is feeling femme, he will usually put makeup on, paint our nails, or maybe put on some really cute/sexy feminine outfit that makes him feel confident in his femininity. Hope that helps?

id say find some clothes that fit your comfort and try on some makeup, perfumes, etc. even invest in wigs if that's what yall need