okay I really need to rant... My body is killing itself. Like almost literally. Once one medical issue is finally going away a new one comes up. All within one year I was diagnosed with PNES, Amps, Scoliosis, Panic disorders, Depression, Anxiety disorders, a type of muscular dystrophy and other small things. My muscles are poisoning themselves with lactic acid build up, and I'm getting stiffer every day. I just need a break. I always just want to give up. Now I'm not suicidal because I'm afraid of death and self inflicted injuries. So no one worries about that. But some days I just want to sit in my bathroom floor, go limp, and stay there forever. I hardly feel hunger anymore so I can go days without eating as well. I used to be so active and these past few years just threw shit at the fan. Now as I was getting my mobility better, I got in a car crash so now I'm back to ground 0. I am a dance teacher. How am I supposed to do what I love and have been doing for 16 years with my condition worsening. I go to therapy, physical therapy, message therapy, and a chiropractor. Yoga hurts and I have to walk on campus 5 days a week and teach 4 nights. I want to give up so badly. I am alone in this battle because no one understands what exactly I'm going through. I mean doctors have litteraly told me they have no clue on what to do. Doctors! like it's their job to find an answer... I want to give up..
Im so sorry. If you want someone to talk with,. Let me know. Maybe we can help each other
I’m so sorry you’re going through all that
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