SBelleC

46d

My birthday is on the 20th, and then the holidays will be here. I love this time of year and I'm not going to be able to enjoy it because we have basically no money because we're saving for a car. Obviously the car is more important but I ignore my feelings this time of year by going places and getting things for other people because it makes me happy to see them happy. It's barely even started yet and I just know I'm going to struggle so hard this year.

Just kinda venting because I know my partner worries and I don't want to talk to him about it yet. I'm already not doing great but the next few months are gonna suck so hard.

Depression

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  • YanyLaurel

    46d

    That sucks so much I'm sorry. So you have any hobbies you could do for cheap? You could make stuff

    • SBelleC

      46d

      Sorry my comment was supposed to be a reply to you

  • Iaka

    46d

    I have seasonal depression and am going through a breakup. But im just so overwhelmed with work I havent let myself take the time to cope. I understand the difficulty. DMs are open, I know it can be hard when you feel like you cant prioritize yourself because of money.

  • SBelleC

    46d

    I'm sorry you're struggling too. I hope you're able to find the time for yourself to breathe and process soon. I'm here for you if you need it

    • Iaka

      46d

      Thank you, we're in this together!

  • SBelleC

    46d

    I do, but adhd makes that much much harder lol. I typically lose interest within a week, if not within just a day or two. This summer I gardened on and off all season so that helped a lot but it's obviously a lot harder to do that in winter

    • Iaka

      46d

      I have ADHD too! Sometimes I find that the distraction of fixating on something can be really helpful.

  • SBelleC

    45d

    I don't really fixate on things for long if at all. Which kinda really sucks because I'd love to have productive moments lol. The only things I fixate on are like research things, usually online shopping. And that doesn't last long lol.

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