max

97d

feeling like ending it right now...

Depression

Generalized pain

Chronic Generalized pain

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  • baesical

    97d

    please do not do that. there is a lot more to live for I promise. it gets worse before it gets better which I know SUCKS, but please. stick around.

    • max

      97d

      I don't know what to do anymore and I hate being in this pain

      • baesical

        97d

        reach out for help, seek a therapist if you can, talk to friends and family, get fresh air, write down all your thoughts and then crumble it up. it’s a very long process in healing pain…sometimes it never goes away completely. but staying here is better I can assure you

  • Littlegirlblue

    97d

    Please hang in there!!! You so brave for posting this! Just know you are not alone and are loved! And even though I’ve never met you I want you around.

  • max

    97d

    Brave or just being pitiful to me you could just say the truth like most people I know want me gone

  • CrazyRabbitLady

    97d

    Oh honey, that's a permanent reaction to a temporary situation. Things do get better, I promise. I almost ended my life about 3 years ago, after over a decade of abuse, and in those 3 years my life has gotten so much better. I can't promise you that life will be great every day, but you are strong enough that you've made it this far, and I know you're strong enough to keep going. You matter. I can promise that. Please reach out to a hotline for help. They saved my life, and they will help you too. If you're in the US, you can call OR text 988.

    • max

      97d

      I know each day isn't great always. I know I have to try even though the more I try the more bad things get

  • poodlelover28

    97d

    I'm here to talk if you need someone to talk to :(

    • max

      97d

      thank you for that

      • Sunnirie

        97d

        I’m in the same boat rn and I wish I could string together some beautiful words that would make you wanna stay but the truth is life is hard and it is painful but it is also beautiful and kind just look at the people who responded to you who didn’t have to but wanted to share some kindness and Ik when ur deep into depression nothing is beautiful everythings ugly your in so much pain someone could beat you up and it still wouldn’t come close to how much emotional pain your in but I promise that it will get easier just take it a second at a time and when ur ready a minute and then an hour life is a series of ups and downs and you just gotta try to find beauty at all stages of life and we are all glad your here and I really hope your heart and mind find peace.

  • Mirko

    97d

    I know how it feels to want to end it all and to be free from everything and everyone but if you do you will never get to see the beauty of tomorrow because it's not promised to us. It is very hard to change it but we can make tomorrow what we want it to be. See the little and big things that tomorrow brings.

  • Mirko

    97d

    I wanted to end it I still do but if I did I would never get to see my nephew and I am getting another one in a few days . See what they do in life and the choices they make

    • max

      96d

      congratulations for that

  • Mirko

    97d

    Do you need someone to talk to or to listen

    • max

      96d

      no body listens even when I tell them everything

  • Heatherbee

    97d

    I want to talk. Give me a call or a text, my phone number is 928-322-5807, my name is Heather.

    • max

      96d

      if I text tomorrow will you respond

  • ridikulous

    96d

    Death is promised. You will definitely die one day, so why rush? There are so many experiences you can enjoy before you get there, you’ll really be cheating yourself. Trust me, I know it’s hard, I’ve been there. Hell, I’m there right now. Life has ups and downs for everyone. But it will be worth it in the end.

    • max

      96d

      well it just that I've been stuck in hell for 15 years

  • strawbrei

    95d

    hi max, please message me on here if you want, I promise to listen without judgement and help any way I can. these comments are very well intentioned and it’s nice to see people offering support, but the truth is that it can be incredibly frustrating to hear “it gets better” over and over from strangers. when I’m suicidal I don’t find it helpful to hear that death is permanent and I shouldn’t do it on the off chance that my life improves. that just exhausts me to think about when a permanent end sounds so appealing. I understand why the automatic response is to try to talk someone down, but I find it can be more effective to hang out on the ledge together and just chat. I’ve been on both ends of this situation many times. I’m here for you if / whenever you need vent space, advice, validation, or anything else. I also have hordes of pictures of my pets and other animals that I look at when I want to die and that I like to share with others :)

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