Struggling with Therapy Scheduling

@KeiXyr yeah I'm way too broke for that lol

@KeiXyr i used it when I needed therapy right away and couldn’t get it with the pandemic. I will say sometimes it is nice because it gives you someone to talk to instantly basically but the down side is I noticed a lot of the therapists weren’t really great and the conversations I had with them was not very deep. They also seem to all have a private practice they put as priority and use this as a secondary income which makes you less important as their in person clients. Plus one of my therapists randomly just disappeared on there after I’d been seeing her for months and it was a very vital week for my therapy to occur after surgery and she was just gone. I ended up with a nice therapist toward the end but I felt she mostly was telling me just to get meds and not really working past they thought. I’m sure there are plenty on there who are helpful but I went between a few different therapists and didn’t seem to have the best luck. I definitely found local therapists are more genuine and easy to grow with

@Belugabear it's hard. I have BPD and the attachment issues that come with that make it difficult for me to do anything. On the one hand I feel like I've been abandoned (logically I know that isn't true) and on the other I feel like I can't leave cause something bad will happen (again logically I know that isn't true). So I just feel stuck.