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Azizi

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In all honesty, I was thinking of telling my psychiatrist that i do plan on eventually dying from suicide. I feel like I cant hold it in anymore even tho I'd rather not tell anyone, but my urge to tell someone is so strong for some reason, maybe because I'm just so angry. it's weird though because I know it cant really be solved or may even be pointless. however, I do not want to be sent to a psych ward because 1. it always makes me significantly, violently, worse and retraumatizes me since traumatized informed care lacks so greatly, along with compassionate or empathetic/sympathetic care ( tldr a lot of corruption still exists especially where I live ). but I guess my question is, how do you think it would go??? do I hide it and keep it in to avoid (possible) psych ward (I know it doesn't always mean psych ward but it is a possibility I bet)? or just listen to my urge to do it? Thought I would just ask this here to see how it could go

    • beingnotseeming

      700d

      My therapist and psychiatrist are aware of my suicidal ideation and ultimate intention of suicide. It went ok when I told them but I’m very familiar with them and they’re very familiar with me and my history. I knew they wouldn’t commit me at that moment due to the circumstances and my phrasing. I have a lot of trauma and bad reactions to psych wards as well and they knew it wouldn’t be in my best interest especially since I expressed that it wouldn’t be in the immediate future. I know a lot of professionals prefer to just dump people in the psych ward though so tread carefully. It’s totally understandable to want to express those thoughts and feelings to them though. Also just want to second what @BeKindAlways said ❤️

    • BeKindAlways

      701d

      I try to be open and honest with my psychiatrist/therapist. Maybe you're getting the urge to tell your therapist because internally, deep down you're wanting help. Your right. Telling them doesn't always mean psych hospital. Actively suicidal, yes. Passive ideation, no. The right professional is equipped to handle that. Good luck. 💕

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