Stuck in my mind

Stuck in my mind One step at a time they say But I'm always stuck in a bind It's just another day What ifs stuck in my head The way you talked Filled me with dread To the point I felt marked Trust is low Barriers are up I might as well go Hatred born from spite Or maybe Jealousy born It seemed right But the pain was sorn Love was given so freely But you threw it away It did not end ideally Late at night I lay Pain stings my mind Day by day it goes by It keeps me in a bind. Until I am too shy Idk wtf I'm doing but hers whatever this is...