Struggling with my purpose and depression

I'm wondering the same thing but I'm trying to think that way.

Ik how u feel I’ve been going threw bad depression lately, I’ve basically almost been like that my whole life, sum days are worse then others, where I feel like I’m drowning or sinking in a really deep hole I can’t pull myself out of it nd like I’m stuck, nd lost nd alone. I feel like I have no idea what my purpose is sumtimes or what to do with my life, I can’t do anything sumtimes even things I enjoy, or clean my room… basically Ik how u feel.

I completely understand what your going through . I just talked to my therapist about this very thing this week. My illnesses and my cptsd and anxiety and depression and bipolar and adhd has taken soo much for me . I had to quit a job that I loved and worked hard to get . I finally got on disability 4 years later. But I hardly leave the house besides going to the dr. Occasional grocery store run and occasion see my son or daughter , but I feel like a shut in. I don’t wanna leave my apartment. It’s safe and warm . And I don’t know how that happened becuase I used to be outgoing and go do all sorts of stuff. My job was a csm at Walmart where I had to deal with customers all the time and I loved it…. Now being in around too many people gives me panic attacks… so I have been thinking lately what is my purpose . Am i worthless? I can’t even find motivation to do arts and crafts and that is my passion… so I feel ya girl . If you ever want to chat just send me a message 🤗

I understand exactly what you are going through I am feeling really depressed right now and no one understands it. For the last week I have been feeling down I have had no appetite at all and even though I live with my husband and kids I still am feeling alone. I used to volunteer everyday but for the last week I have not been wanting to do that either you would think my husband of 29 years would catch on to it but he has not. So if you need someone to talk to I am definitely here for you