I feel like this is ruining my life in a way. Someone could hurt me beyond belief and I'll try to set a boundary, but my sexual drive clouds my judgement and I sleep with them again... Knowing they don't deserve me. Or I can be in a healthy relationship finally, but it I don't get enough sex, I feel so frustrated to where it drives me crazy. I get tempted to call the relationship off purely because of a lack of sex. I feel like I can never do what's truly best for myself emotionally because of how strong my sexual drive is. I can't make proper judgement calls. I feel so tired and upset with myself.