Struggling with Depression and Diabetes

today I didn't get out of bed until 2:00 pm. I've skipped meals every day for the past month or so, sometimes going days without eating anything (I drink sparkling water when I feel hungry). I also have type 1 diabetes, which means that every time I eat, I have to do a lot of math and prick myself and give myself a shot. I feel like eating isn't worth the effort. getting out of bed isn't worth it. I don't have anything to motivate me, and the only thing I'm good at is art and playing the piano. I suck at everything useful, and my grades are tanking. I'm weeks behind in homework, and I'm cutting myself constantly. I never talk to people anymore, and I spend all day on the phone or listening to music. I hate my life so much. Just figured I'd put that out there