Share Your Story with Me!

I’ve had autism my whole life (obviously) but was only diagnosed at 17. Not having my unique emotional development supported through the lens of an autistic kid led me to develop BPD (and probably HPD too). Chronic stress and trauma made me develop Bulimia, CPTSD, and psychosomatic pain. I currently have a severe self harm addiction as a coping mechanism and and disabled my my fucked brain.

I, my siblings, and my mother were all beaten and verbally abused/psychologically manipulated against each other by my father. My mother and siblings and I spent many months sporadically living in domestic abuse shelters. My older brother grew up to be extremely hot headed and took all of his anger and trauma out on me even after our parents divorced, he blamed me for him being abused because my father is a narcissist and saw me as his golden child thus I got beat much less compared to him. Got cornered, screamed at, insulted with transphobic slurs, had things thrown at me, and was sexualized by my brother for years on end and spent much of my time as a kid/teen locking myself in a closet and being very quiet. I still struggle with the endless lies and manipulation my father laid onto us. Still coping with frequent nightmares about my brother

I was first s abused at 3 then kidnapped at 10 where I had my daughter I was returned home 10 month later not knowing if my child was alive was abused verbally and physically finely met my dad at 19 for him to force drugs on me ran off lived in group homes and lived on streets to stay away from that stuff was in and out of hospitals had many miscarriage s almost offed myself was kidnapped and trafficked again for away was forced into marriage was taken by someone else again by trusting wrong person got away was homeless again had my son cps took him was abused by his dad am now currently with my loving partner 20 months sober off grass and 19 moths on self harm am 5 months no drinking and 11 years of no coke u almost have my son back and found my daughter when she turned 18 I am now a grandmother too at the age of almost 32 I don't talk to my dad anymore but my mom and I still talk

I was groomed, molested, and beaten at school nearly every day from age 7-12 by who I thought were my friends (grooming was adults attempting to solicit me online for sexual pleasure)

I grew up in a household without a mother and barely a father. I was caring for my siblings at the age of 6 while my father whose house we lived in was either out with friends getting drunk or drunk at home yelling at us. We thought living with my mom would be better so we moved in with her and her new husband. Her new husband raped me at the age of 13 everyday for a year. Threatened he would kill me and my family if I ever told so I kept it a secret for 5 years. They get divorced and I tell them right before I turn 18. Theres so much more in between there. Just hard to type it all