Struggling with Panic Attacks and Medication

Drs won't prescribe Xanax where I live even though it has helped me sleep in the past

I wish more employers understood

You are not a failure. Your well being goes above all else. You can't do good at work if you are not feeling good

I get overwhelmed with emotions too & I called in for a mental health day and couldn't get it excused then I've been late several times and it cost me my job I shouldn't have called off because I got 3 points & 2 points for being late several times without calling in which is only 1 point Idk how not to be late I feel like I can get up early and still be late No job understands a mental breakdown & I'm afraid to put my condition on an application cuz I'm afraid I will get fired

you're not a failure! you did your best and it's on your fault it didn't work out !