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This is how court mornings are always. I wake up hours before the sun, I do that every morning. I just lay here til I can't lay no more, then I shower and get dressed. Then, I try and make something to eat but it's really no use because my anxiety isn't going to let me eat it. It's more or less to pass the time. It doesn't make sense to be there before 9:30, and even that's still too early. So I piddle around til I'm eventually shaking on the outside, and that's when I'm just flying out the door full speed ahead. It's generally a little after 8 at that point, and it only takes me 30 mins to walk there. But there's a river near it, so during the summer weather, I've been known to go dip my feet in and read for about 20 or 30 minutes, or wade in it. People look at me like I'm crazy.... It's not my fault they built the restaurants and all that other crap on the river. I have to do what I have to do for my own self!! If not, I'll never make it to court, then they'll issue a warrant for my arrest. smmfh. It's mainly those with mental health issues that find themselves in court, but court is not friendly for your mental health. Not at all.... But at least it's almost 4 am you guys. I don't have much longer now. But I do see growth this morning. I'm not as frazzled as I would usually be. Maybe by next time, I won't have the head tension too.
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Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
Depression
Anxiety (Including GAD)
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thank you. It used to be REALLY BAD, I'd be crying, yelling at everyone. Smh. It's a little too cool to dip my feet today, so I'll have to find something else to do, but I'm kinda corny and can find the weirdest things interesting so it won't be much of a problem. I just hate how people stare at me. It's like geez, get a life! I can understand if I was dealing with chemicals or something but one time I made myself a little makeshift hammock to relax in and everyone stood around looking like I was teaching a tutorial or something, but not with happy faces were they staring. 🙄 I just want to be free to be me, people make my anxiety worse because they act like I'm wrong for just being me. But I don't want to be like them, I want to be like me! 😥
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❤️this sounds rough and I'm so glad you keep pushing.
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