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Leo_Yanofsky

773d

tw: mentions of suicide i’m having a really horrible splitting episode that has lasted nearly a month now. it’s because my ex cheated on me. this is the worst episode i’ve ever had, normally they last from a few hours-days, sometimes a week or 2 but that’s generally if i’ve actually been wronged or if i caused a friendship to be ruined. i’m switching between hating myself and thinking it’s all my fault that she cheated on me and missing her, and absolutely despising her and wanting to see her suffer. either way it makes me feel really suicidal constantly. i was hospitalized and discharged just over 2 weeks ago and i know i need to go back, but i don’t wanna stress out my parents more. i feel like no one will ever truly understand how much pain i’m going through.

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    • Happyingfella

      771d

      I can understand going between despising yourself or just despising other people for problems. I’m sorry you got betrayed, it sounds very difficult for you, we all handle things differently, so be patient with yourself 💕 🙏

    • Happyingfella

      771d

      I can understand going between despising yourself or just despising other people for problems. I’m sorry you got betrayed, it sounds very difficult for you, we all handle things differently, so be patient with yourself 💕 🙏

    • Tommy_Huggins

      773d

      Have you tried Shrooms

    • aeipathy

      773d

      I'm so sorry you're going through this. Betrayal is truly one of the hardest experiences to go through, and anyone who hasn't experienced it can't appreciate how difficult it really is. Are you able to seek therapy (if you're not already)? Therapists who specialize in trauma can really help with processing events like this. I wish you well!

    • vivica

      773d

      please talk to your parents about it if you know you cant help yourself

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