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TW: Depression, Suicidal thoughts and ideation, self harm etc. I've never been at a better point in my life mentally but also never so lost. I still feel the symptoms, but my medication just muffles it all. I can't tell if I'm gonna snap one day again or if progress is really my friend. I used to be extremely Suicidal, I self harmed, I didn't take care of myself, the usual when your in a major depressive episode (or at least usual for me). I never want to feel like that again, and if I'm distracted, I feel like I'm 100% closer to my goals. But that one moment of alone time, where my thoughts do what they want, I feel as though I never left that time.
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Escitalopram
Bupropion Xr • Type: Oral
Bupropion
Anxiety (Including GAD)
Depression
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Yeah I get it. I'm going to therapy and taking my meds (things I used to be against doing), I'm controlling my anger and having not necessarily the best relationships with the people around me but definitely better, I'm finally looking at my physical health and getting stuff fixed, and I applied to college and will be starting in the winter. And yet I feel those cracks deepening. Like the more I try to fix myself the worse it's going to get.
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I get that honestly for me after some stuff that's happened within the past couple of months I've been declining and it scares me.
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