Feeling Hopeless: Contemplating Suicide

I've been there. I'd like to note though that when you're suicidal, you often can't see a lot of good things that exist. It's not like you're not trying, it's just hard to see when it's dark. Is there anyone else you can talk to about this that can maybe shine some light on some of the good in your life? And you also never know when things might change. I used to feel like suicide was the only option for me, but I kept hanging on one day at a time, and now I'm glad I made it, I had so many seriously unexpected surprises happen. I know things prob look dark rn, but it really can always get better. You're welcome to DM me if you need someone to talk to.