I'm currently being shamed for not wanting to eat in public, it can be very overstimulating and makes me extremely uncomfortable, and my whole life up to now I've been told to "Get over it" and that I'm ruining their entire day ans being mean because I don't want to eat in a resteraunt, and I've been saying this my entire life. I'm going to be insanly uncomfortable the entire time and possibly have an internal meltdown, and possibly an anxiety attack, I feel awful for saying no, but I know that it will be best for my mental state, does anyone else have to deal with this?